Embracing Change: A Journey of Healing, Growth & Awakening

I may not be the person I used to be… and honestly, that is okay.

There was a time when I clung to the past—to the versions of myself I had outgrown, to the roles I once played, to the identities that felt familiar but no longer fit.

Life has a way of reshaping us through experiences we never saw coming. Some of them beautiful and sacred, some painful and shattering, and others that arrive like unexpected storms, forcing us to let go, surrender, and rebuild from the pieces left behind.

For years, I resisted change. I mourned the parts of me I lost along the way—the girl who was soft but silenced, the woman who was strong but guarded, the version of me who once felt safe in her illusions. I grieved the past because I thought healing meant returning to who I once was. But what I didn’t realize then, and what I know now, is that healing isn’t about going back. It’s about becoming.

🌿 Becoming the woman who no longer carries the burdens that were never hers. 🌿 Becoming the woman who no longer apologizes for her existence. 🌿 Becoming the woman who chooses herself—fully, unapologetically, and with deep reverence.

I have walked through shadows I never thought I’d escape. I have been broken, rebuilt, burned, and reborn. I have faced trauma, heartbreak, loss, and the depths of my own self-destruction. And yet, here I stand—not the same woman I once was, but a woman who has found her way home to herself.

This journey is not easy. Transformation is messy. Healing is not linear. And there are days I still ache for what once was. But I have learned to hold the past gently while allowing my soul to step fully into the now.

✨ The truth is, we are meant to evolve. ✨ We are meant to outgrow, to shift, to rise. ✨ We are meant to shed the layers that were never truly ours.

To the woman who is grieving who she used to be—let this be your permission to release her. Not with sorrow, but with gratitude. She got you here. She walked through the fire so that you could stand in your power now.

So, I ask you, love—what if change isn’t something to fear, but something to embrace? What if every version of you was preparing you for the woman you are meant to become?

You are not lost. You are in the becoming. And that, my love, is the most sacred journey of all.

🌹 The Transformational Path: My Journey from Darkness to Light

I have lived through experiences that cracked me open in ways I never could have imagined.

I was seven years old when I first felt the weight of trauma, carrying wounds I didn't yet have the words for. That pain followed me into adolescence, manifesting as anorexia, self-rejection, and an internal war with my own body. At sixteen, I left home, searching for freedom but carrying the echoes of my past with me.

For eighteen years, I lived in a domestic violence marriage, raising my children while feeling trapped in a cycle I didn't know how to break. By my early twenties, I was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis and autoimmune disorders—not yet understanding how deeply trauma had manifested in my body. My early thirties brought me another shattering moment—an emergency hysterectomy that forced me to grieve the sacred space within me.

And then… the unraveling. The rock bottom. The spiral into substance abuse, self-sabotage, and the pain of losing myself completely.

But even in the darkness, a small voice remained. A whisper that told me: This is not the end. There is more for you.

I spent the last seven years reclaiming myself—healing, awakening, embodying the divine feminine energy that had always been within me. I have walked the path of the Priestess, remembering the power of my soul. I have stripped away the conditioning, rewritten the narratives, and returned to my essence.

Now, I share this journey not because I have all the answers, but because I know what it feels like to believe you are beyond healing. You are not.

You are meant for more. You are here to reclaim yourself. To awaken. To rise.

🌿 The Sacred Invitation: Awakening to Your Divine Essence

If you are standing at the crossroads of who you once were and who you are becoming, know this—you are not alone.

Every experience, every heartbreak, every moment of breaking and rebuilding has been shaping you.

🌿 You are worthy of the love you seek. 🌿 You are allowed to step into a new version of yourself. 🌿 You are safe to heal, to rise, to reclaim your power.

This is your invitation to soften, surrender, and trust the becoming. To stop fearing change and start embracing the powerful woman you are stepping into.

It is time to return to yourself, love. And I am here to walk beside you.